‘BEATING FAST’

I CAN’T STAND IT ANYMORE
IT IS OPEN AND IT IS SCARED
IT IS SACRED BUT CONFUSED
FULL OF LOVE BUT FULL OF PAIN

I CAN’T STAND IT ANYMORE
THEY SAY I HAVE TO GO
BUT IT SAYS TO ME: ‘STAY’
WHEN I JUST WANNA KNOW

THEY SAY I AM JUST SELFISH
AND IT CRIES DAY BY DAY
THEY SAY TO ME: ‘TAKE UR PILLS’
AND I SAY TO U THAT’S NOT MY ILL

I LOVE THIS COLD TIME
I LOVE BEEN HERE I LOVE BEEN ME
SO WHAT’S WRONG WITH MY LIFE?

ONCE I HAD A STORY
ONCE I HAD A CHANCE
FIERCED BY THE GLORY
MURDERED BY THE VIEW

AGAIN I CALL U FOR HELP
AGAIN I NEED U BY THIS SIDE
WHAT TO DO IF IT CAN’T STOP
IF WHAT I NEED IS JUST SURVIVE

MAYBE AN ANGEL WOULD COME TO ME
MAYBE TIME WOULD SPEED FAST
AND THEN I’D HEAR AGAIN
MY HEART BEATING FAST